I.
His smile affirms what sixteen is all about
after a journey of one thousand miles
he sits in the raft and looks
into the smuggler’s camera
as he floats the Rio Grande
the smile on his face believes
opportunity lies on the northern shore
money to ease his parents’ burdens
in San Jose El Rodeo where his father
labors when there is work for $4.50 an hour
yet somehow his parents pay the coyote
to guide Carlos and his sister
across the border to grow a new life
they leave Guatemala in April Carlos knows
in his strong young bones life cannot fail
one so easy in strength and buoyant in spirit
sixteen sees only life’s
outstretched hand
II.
Shining with hope turned burning
with fever in the holding pen at McCallen
103 degrees became a ticket for transfer
to Westlaco Border Patrol Station
a concrete block bench for a bed
thin mylar sheet for a blanket
a camera’s indifferent eye to witness
Carlos walking to the locked cell door
falling face down on the floor crawling
searching for comfort he lay one arm
flung over his head as a child might sleep
but this is posture pinned by pain and policy
the uncaring lens positioned by law
recording Carlos rising to stumble toward the toilet
falling beside it torso hidden behind a wall
recording his legs convulsing then stilling
recording Carlos Gregorio Vasquez Hernandez
lying dead undiscovered for four hours
nine days after reaching the U.S. shore
welfare check left undone
recording Carlos surrendering
his dreams
III.
Carlos’ mother mourns
They detained him there
and they didn’t worry about him
Why didn’t they follow the law
Carlos’ father asks for truth
What happened to him
An older brother speaks simply
We never thought this would happen
where he’s supposed to be
in a better place
Dia de los Muertos en Michoacan Mexico
Imagine a border crossing
no wall or armed guards
and 500,000 floating south
not one turned away and
Imagine a welcome
for these long-travelled immigrants
the laughter of children their faces
lifted to the sky and the abuelas
marigolds and sunflowers cradled
in their arms and
Imagine the women
embroidered flowers blooming on blouses
walking gardens themselves inviting
the travelers to rest where they might
on shoulders, on hair, in bouquets
on sweet lips and
Imagine the newcomers
lighting on fingertips to play and
parade on the Day of the Dead
orange fans unfolding
prayers fluttering to heaven
just Imagine the oyamel firs
clustered in forests high up the mountains
heads in the clouds waiting to shelter
all that have flown so far
so worthy of rest
now Imagine a country
welcoming children like monarchs
seeing beauty in strong wings
that carried them north,.
so far to fly
so worthy of rest
Imagine

Susan Martell Huebner lives in Mukwonago, Wisconsin. Her novel, She Thought The Door Was Locked, was published by Cawing Crow Press and is available through Amazon. Finishing Line Press published her chapbook, Reality Changes With the Willy Nilly Wind. Her work history includes public school teaching, employment and volunteer experience at The Milwaukee Women’s Refuge, The Foster Care Review Board of Milwaukee County, Lutheran Social Services, as well as the CASA (Court Appointed Special Advocate) program. Links to her writing can be found at http://www.susanmhuebner.com/