I just want to invent some new words
because the words I have now do not work.
They just crash around into walls and
sleeping dogs. When I say them in a dark room
it remains that way and outside the wind blows
them down the alley. I want new words that
bring the sky to the shore. Words that bring
one edge to the other edge and create
a surface everyone can walk over and find
that one big daring whatever. That una cosa que es lleno
and stays lleno. These new words will fix any
cracks and allow mysteries that help compose
songs and paintings that hang and remind us all
of all of us and our future as us. A new dance
at a shore or in a canyon under the lush.
I want these new words to string out
in the sky; rainbows of letters, comets
of meaning, stars that shape the way we
attend rituals. A new type of security
blanket. A new way to swim in a rushing
river or navigate a trail through a selva.
These words that will guide us all
when we discover our fate
piling up against our will.
Christopher Rubio-Goldsmith was born in Merida, Yucatan, grew up in Tucson, Arizona and taught English at Tucson High School for 27 years. Much of his work explores growing up near the border, being raised biracial/bilingual and teaching in a large urban school where 70% of the students are American/Mexican. A Pushcart nominee, his writings will appear in Drunk Monkeys, Inverted Syntax and have been publishedin Sky Island Journal, Muse, Discretionary Love and other places too. His wife, Kelly, sometimes edits his work, and their two cats seem happy.