This rented basement is soundproof, so when
the bass guitar of homesick, make-up band shudders
for a gone homeland, it’s resonance
pounding into the ground floor,
island children become the beat,
with bones that are loosely hem together,
rocking to and fro against the wave of non-personhood,
because when the
village where I was born drops into the
belly of the metropolis undigested it becomes,
in anonymous ways it falls back out as
droppings,
my village & I
& this second-hand bass guitar
if dropped in the belly of this township’s lake
would no longer be flotsam swirling downstream,
I am broad big nosed with a high visibility quotient accent,
accented tongue tied up in all of this,
I stay a little off on the periphery
always with bilingual understanding of other’s tossed epithets,
thinking if my village fell in their lake,
I’d be an anonymous, emaciated island,
banana republic slurs,
solace is in this party
the bass guitar like a rebel a runaway note
from impersonal stiff-upper lips,
and the bass reminds my bones that I am free
and the unkept bass stands away from the corralling,
pounding, deep pounding heartbeats, the floor to trembling
and the bass is deep down the basement of this patrolled township
because my village is uncomfortable in the belly of the metropolis
and I dance because I am free,
I dance because the bass is a lone
actor
breaking the coupling links,
blistered fingers thumbing pylon strings,
because my birth village lives in this bass sound.
White Shirts Came in the Dark — Took Away Emmett Till
those shirts
that were washed clean & crisp
fluttering in an eerie breeze,
no evidence of the meandering blood,
of the boy
at the bottom of the reticent river,
in monochrome circa pictorials
of pyrrhic victory
leaning on their arms their unblemished starlets,
a legal rinsing, that remake the guilty sinless,
some pieces of the Mississippi soil was of a silent hypocrisy
some pieces of the land was less hostile,
& still some pieces of the land opened up willingly
to hide the drip the drip staining secrets,
upturned uprooted stones
tire tracks in putty slurry mud,
silent mud, conspiratorial reticent mud,
white shirts that were washed clean of stains
iron crisp like newly minted dollar bills,
multifaceted monochrome story,
of a boy yanked from innocent sleep,
bleary eyed, forcing his heels to fit in his shoes,
it’s a boy stillness of a boy
at the bottom of a river of death,
of other folks in white shirts
washed clean also,
and the boy, inflated with carbuncle unearthed from the bottom
of the unwashed
never to be cleaned river.

Eaton Jackson is a Jamaican-born writer, living in America. His work traverses the fault lines of migration, faith, and resistance. Rooted in the dual consciousness of island and diaspora, these writings speak against erasure by reclaiming language and memory from colonial afterlives. His works have been published in Passager Journal and Kinship Quarterly. Eaton’s writing envisions freedom not as a destination, but as a continual, communal practice of becoming.
