We stand in the shadows of silent expectations
Where the complex intersections of our identities
Is not enough to halt the deceiver lurking,
Trying to distort our clarity
Whispering all these shape-shifting falsehoods
About growing up in the hood
In the bounds of certain zip codes
Where the gag to our growth
Are street names and avenues
And you’re looked down upon
Even when people on the other side of the gate
Look just like you
Today, we have chosen visceral silence
And as we tiptoe to peer over the
Tops of your white picket fences
We choose to peel our ears back
To hear the world’s tiniest djembe
Playing just for us
We’ve done the same to our eyes
Your green grass just isn’t as lush anymore
And the veneer of your backyard
Has no way of burying our tenacity too deep
We can’t imagine how the earth aches underneath your feet
And how the blackened and caked nails of our
Ancestors gone to dust weep and
Sigh as you decry
A spoiled bloodline that didn’t have a chance
To rise to the same height as you did
The Great Deceiver has fractured the histories and culture
That weave our realities
But once we realize our neighbors are no kaleidoscope images
Disjointed from just poor choices and bad judgements
We can mirror our hopes and dreams
And maybe we can see each other without the cracks

Regine Jackson is a writer based in Springfield, Massachusetts, specializing in science fiction, horror, and fantasy short stories. She also explores themes of inner-city life, mental health, and womanhood through poetry and prose. In 2022, Jackson received the Straw Dogs Writers Guild Emerging Writer Fellowship, and her work has appeared in the 2024 Massachusetts Bards Anthology, Pán•o•ply, Gnashing Teeth Publishing, Red Rose Thorns Lit Mag, A Queen’s Narrative: Heavy is the Crown Anthology and the Reimagining New England Histories Project. For more details, visit reginejackson.com or @theflimsyquill on Instagram.
